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28/08/2015
[16:50] Today nothing really happened. Nothing new or different anyway.
Really, there's nothing to tell. I wish there was.
This evening I'm going to do my second physio-manadated non-running session.
Tomorrow morning I'll do a nice long, fast cycle with rowing friends, and then
probably head down to the boat house for our annual boat house burning barbeque
(it burnt down a few decades ago, and got rebuilt). Anything could happen on
Sunday, but Rachel arrives on Saturday evening probably, so it'll involve us
both. Given I can't run it'll probably be a cycle. Monday's a bank holiday, so
we'll probably do something fun that day, too. Then it's another four day week.
27/08/2015
[17:20] Well, I 'ran' last night. 12 minutes of movement, 10 minutes of which
was walking. Interspersed in that was 2 minutes of slow running/fast jogging.
I didn't even break a sweat. What I did find was that despite doing a lot of
stretching beforehand, I wasn't really able to run doing anything other than a
mid-foot or even flat-footed step. I really hope my achilles sort themselves
out soon, otherwise I'm going to really start being disappointed. Also, it'll
mean I can't run a marathon next year (or any of the half marathons I want to
do) and I'll only be able to do rowing and cycling, and I was hoping to take a
break from the former again this coming winter season. Anyway, here's hoping
tomorrow's similar physio-mandated exercise is a little more rewarding.
In other news I'll be finding out this evening how Rachel's ITB issues are going
and whether regular stretching and rollering is helping her at all. I'm very
hopeful she'll be back to her usual punishing training schedule soon. It does
seem like neither of us will be running any of the probably wonderful mountain
paths in Italy when we go, though. Still, hopefully there'll be cycling and
water sports, as I think I've mentioned previously.
Work-wise nothing's really happened today. I've made some plans for tomorrow in
terms of looking at UPSes that've fallen off the network, but we're going to
have to see how short-handed we are here before I go galavanting off with
someone to do things. Also: it needs to not be raining.
Rachel's due this evening, so I should go home and get the house looking a bit
more presentable.
26/08/2015
[17:00] Today's the day I try running again for the first time since late July.
Admittedly, it's only ten minutes of exercise, and only 4x 15 seconds of it will
be running/jogging, but "small steps" and all that. I'm fairly certain my
achilles aren't going to enjoy it, but I have to see what the state of
play is. Plus it's physio-sanctioned, and I always do what she says. My
achilles don't seem to be improving, if I'm honest with you. And they seem to
have taken a step back (no pun intended) since the hike Rachel and I did on the
weekend. I'm doing my exercises though, so unless my physio's a complete
quack, or I am well and truly broken for life, I'm doing the right thing to be
on the road to recovery.
I did two ergs last night to keep myself from going off the rails. One was UT1,
the other more UT2 at a slightly higher stroke rate. Both were 6km, because
"why not?" After that I headed in to town to catch up with Kate over Thai food.
She's doing OK, but would like to be doing better. I hope the big and micro
changes that she wants to make come off.
I cycled to work this morning just in time to miss the torrential rain. It then
rained for most of the working day. Thankfully the trip to one of the server
rooms to do some maintenance with an Oracle engineer was cancelled and
rescheduled for next Tuesday. Therefore the only reasons to get out of my chair
were to return a phone call from a recruiter, and pick up the parts for the
above maintenance which were delivered to reception.
The weather, now, is pretty fabulous. As a result I'm going to go home via
Tesco for a truncated weekly shop (the week's pretty much half over at this
point), then pull on some running gear and go and walk/run/walk/etc. before
settling in for some serious achilles stretching, food, and television-watching.
I'll tell you how it went tomorrow.
25/08/2015
[17:25] Happy Tuesday. I hope you had somewhere near to as good a Monday as I
had. Well, as good a weekend as I had, really. For not being able to run,
still, and the stars not aligning well enough to go mountain biking either
(weather, trains, other things), Rachel and I still had an amazing weekend away
in and around Brighton. After the physio session on Friday evening where I
realised that for the most part things seem to be improving, even if running
still doesn't feel all that sustainable, I went to bed in good time to wake up
for a cycle on Saturday morning with some rowers. A good 70km or so later I was
back, showered, and then on the train to meet Rachel when she was to join my
train in Croydon. Things didn't go quite according to plan, but we still got to
Brighton in good time, and even managed to stop off and buy her a roller to help
with her ITB issues. That is, if she keeps using it now that she has it.
Settled into the awesome hotel we enjoyed the facilities, then went out for fish
and chips (or kiev and chips for the vegetarian) on a fine and balmy evening.
Then on Sunday morning we took the train out to Lewes and walked a chunk of the
South Downs Way back to Brighton in initially torrential downpour, and then a
rather lovely summer's day sun. Feeling quite pleased with ourselves despite
not having been able to run it instead, we had our room upgraded to a 'junior
suite' owing to the first night's room being right next to one containing
machinery which hummed all night. This meant having an awesome bath for two
right there in the room, and a huge television for the watching of things I'd
brought with us on USB stick. Dinner in the hotel restaurant was lovely, too.
On Monday we wandered around the bike and outdoor shops but only found some
cycle shorts for Rachel for our upcoming trip, and then got the train back to
Croydon so Rachel could be in for her double glazing man to come and measure up
the windows that're going to be replaced. Then it was time for a bit more
relaxation, home made curry, and a fairly early night so that I could be up
early enough to get to work on time.
The morning's travel happened pretty much by the numbers, which was a relief,
and I've spent the rest of the day catching up on the weekend's (plus Monday's)
IT happenings, rearranging hardware maintenance for tomorrow, and getting other
tasks and things lined up for the rest of the week still to come. Now I'm off
to do a quick erg at the boat house, and then it's dinner with Kate to find out
what's been happening in her life in the last few weeks.
21/08/2015
[16:45] Somehow, since arriving at work I've managed to pull or otherwise damage
my right hamstring/tendon where it attaches to the outside rear of my leg behind
and above my knee. It's really quite annoyingly uncomfortable. 'Luckily' I'm
not running at the moment, but it could affect my rowing and more importantly my
cycling tomorrow and over the long weekend when I'm away with Rachel. I have
have a physio session in about fifteen minutes, so that's sort of useful.
Neither of us wanted to get up this morning, but we managed it. I think what
got us through was the knowledge that we're away this weekend (I leave on
Saturday lunchtime) and have Monday off.
Today's work was annoying, frankly. Firmware updates which wouldn't apply,
software updates that required firmware updates to remove warning lights from
our monitoring system. All a bit frustrating. Anyway, I don't have to worry
about any of it until Tuesday, when I'll have it to deal with, hardware
maintenance with an Oracle engineer, and probably my team leader being annoyed
at me for something I did whilest he was away for the last two weeks (or didn't
do when I should have). That's four days away though, so I don't care until
then.
Saturday: early morning long cycle with others. Then train travel to Rachel.
Thence onwards to our hotel by the sea. Sunday at the sea side, probably
hiking. Monday, potentially doing the same route on mountain bikes, depending
on the weather. Then I'm back home either Monday evening or straight to work
from Rachel's on Tuesday morning.
20/08/2015
[17:15] I couldn't just go home and not do any proper exercise yesterday, so I
went to the boat house and did some heavy weights for the first time in months.
I wish I hadn't stopped as it felt pretty good. I then went home and had steak,
so that was good too.
Today was a morning of getting my hair cut on the way into work, working out
(eventually) how to do alert-checkers with our network monitoring software, and
sorting out a few issues the DBAs were having, as well as helping Cormac collect
a few dozen TB of hard drives which were destined for the WEEE Disposal route
otherwise. The afternoon was mainly about wondering how to do some DNS/load
balancing stuff that someone's requested but has all bee previously done by my
team leader, so I'm not sure how it's supposed to work, and other small bits and
bobs. I'll take a look at the setup for the above tomorrow, but I can't
guarantee I'll know where all the knobs are I need to twiddle.
Rachel's coming this evening, so I need to get to the boat house and get my erg
done before she does. Also, a Tesco trip to get some mashing potatoes for our
sausages needs to be done.
19/08/2015
[17:30] Did I achieve anything today? Honestly, I'm not sure. I did get in to
work early to patch a server with new glibc packages, but the fixes included
didn't fix the issue we've been seeing. So that was a bust. My colleage and I
couldn't even work out why two different instances of exim, configured exactly
the same way, were behaving differently. I got a bunch of hard drives, but none
of them work where I want them to because they're the wrong connection type (but
I can get some smaller ones that will, I was just being greedy and thinking I
could trade up). I had some issues with the networking monitoring system we
use, connected with switches, and UPS I got online yesterday. Nothing really
interesting has gone on at all, to be frank. And I'm getting a little bored of
it.
I'm not going to exercise today (other than the usual physio exercises and
morning exercises I do), so I'm off home shortly. Tomorrow I'll do some kind of
erg before Rachel turns up, I imagine. That'll help keep the running blues at
bay a little, and keep me from getting all tubby and stuff. I really wish I had
something I could train towards at the moment. Unfortunately I can't run, so I
can't train towards the 10Ks and HM I have in a few months, and the rest of my
4+ is variously away for the next month or so (including me for a bit, too), so
I can't train on the water. I guess it's ergs and cycling, although I'm not
training for anything on the bike right now.
In more positive news, Rachel's got her double glazing almost sorted in terms of
a quote and a date for it to be fitted. And she's still in the midst of doing a
full day's productive work from home today. I'm going to go home and drown my
sorrows in dinner.
18/08/2015
[17:40] So I went ot the boat house last night, ostensibly simply to rerig the
boat we'd used on the weekend. However, when I got there there wasn't anyone
else to help me, so I started cleaning and tidying the boat house. After about
an hour and a half of doing so other people were available to help me rerig ther
4+. In that 90 minutes I realised that almost no-one else seems to care about
where things go in the place. Stuff was missing, misplaced, or broken, there
were piles of things which should have been put away, tidied, or simply thrown
away. After getting quite angry, I just gave up, did a 15 minute erg and went
home. I won't be doing any more cleaning and tidying for a while there; I've
run out of patience.
As I was still angry when I went to bed last night, I set my alarm for 06:00 and
got up this morning to do a quick cycle on the off-road (but on tarmac) route
I've done a few times in the past. I pushed fairly hard, but didn't break any
PBs, sadly. What I did do was get home in time to do my physio exercises, have
a shower, make lunch, and have breakfast in time to cycle to work before 09:00.
So that was good.
Work today has mainly revolved around getting UPSes to respond on the network
again. I've got five working now, with perhaps as few as six or as many as ten
still to go (depending on whether they still exist in more than the DNS any
more). Other than that, lots of work email and decisions to make, preparations
for tomorrow morning's patching and rebooting, and generally trying to keep up
with everything that goes on online. I'm off home now, possibly via somewhere
to collect some free agave nectar. This evening will be mainly about washing
up, and probably relaxing as much as possible.
17/08/2015
[17:30] All in all it wasn't a bad weekend, if I'm honest. Saturday was spent
in Oxford at the regatta where we won our semi-final, but lost our final to what
turned out to be a much better crew that'd done rather well at Henley only a few
months previously. So, no great shame there. Others from my boat won in their
2-, and another 4+ from our club in a lower category won their competition,
which was nice. Owing to logistics/transport issues there was rather a bit too
much hanging around, but I still got home to see Rachel for a few hours before
bed time. On Sunday Rachel's cold really took hold, so I did some mountain bike
maintenance for next weekend while she did some work. Then we had a quick ride
of a few miles before settling down to enjoy an honest-to-goodness relaxing
Sunday afternoon. I went to Tesco, but other than that there wasn't much going
on, which was rather nice.
Today has been something of a change from yesterday, with lots of things going
on at work. Network issues, outbound port scanning, multiple requests from the
same developers for minor incremental changes, developers who don't know what
the hell they're doing, and the usual amounts of issues big and small that you'd
really rather not deal with, but you have to.
It looks like my outing has been cancelled this evening, so I'm going to go to
the boat house to do some rerigging, then go home and do some washing up.
Because that's the kind of exciting life I lead when I still can't run. I hope
I can soon, if for no other reason that erging and cycling aren't everything I
want to be doing right now.
14/08/2015
[17:15] Rachel arrived buzzing from her workplace upheaval yesterday. All kinds
of strange things going on there at the moment, which she's happily managing to
stay on top of for the most part. Because she's awesome. I just hope her
astonishingly high work ethic doesn't get the best of her and mean that she
works even harder than she already does, and thus ends up exhausted. Anyway, a
quiet evening with me was just what was required, apparently. Which was nice.
If there's anything I'm good at it's providing quiet evenings in with very
little happening. This probably isn't a great selling point most of the time.
Evening and morning physio exercises followed, then I was back at work and
making my way through a Friday at work where nothing particularly notable
actually happened. I'm just about to head home via the boat house to make sure
our boat for tomorrow's regatta is tied on properly, the right blades are in the
trailer, and the riggers are there too. I'll also put together a
spares-and-tools kit for the morning. Saturday morning starts early with a long
drive to the regatta, racing in the morning, watching the other 4+ use our boat
in the afternoon, and then a drive home to where it's possible Rachel will be
waiting for me, which will make the day wonderful whether or not we win our
category. I'm not sure what'll be happening on Sunday, but hopefully it'll
involve some fun, potentially in the sun.
On a more sombre note, an email went around work today explaining that one of
my colleagues, who's also the woman I moved to this city for 16+ years ago, and
who's mentioned a lot in this journal up until around 2002, is very ill and in
need of 6 months or more of chemotherapy. I wish her all the very best.
13/08/2015
[16:10] Last night's outing went fairly well. The river was mostly clear enough
for us to do what we wanted, and the coaching I think helped. Although it did
cause us to tear our stroke/rhythm down and have to try and rebuild it again.
Definitely something we need to do between Sunday and any potential future
regattas or head races (like Fours Head of the River Race), but probably not
something we really want to think about too much before Saturday's race(s). In
any event it was still good to know what to work on, and we made some useful (I
hope!) changes to our start routine.
My new physio exercises for night and morning are taking a little longer than
the old ones. Hopefully I'll work out how to streamline them a bit more as the
days go on. Otherwise I had a reasonable night's sleep, made it to work on
time, and nothing exploded today. Especially not whilest I was the only person
in either of my teams at my desk for most of the day. I'm leaving in about
twenty minutes to go to a psychology study, and then I'll be home in time for
Rachel arriving, I hope.
12/08/2015
[17:20] Another day, another disk swap. This time things seem to have gone
normally and the new new disk doesn't have any issues with it. RAID redundancy
is restored. In other news I had my second session of structured physiotherapy
sessions (by which I mean "seeing the same physio more than once, and doing what
they say"). I didn't think I'd made much progress, but then I feel my body
every day, so it's like not noticing that your hair is growing. So, it turns
out it's going to take a good few weeks to get this achilles tendinitis sorted
(hopefully for good, but I'm guessing it never truly goes away, like athlete's
foot), and I'm probably not going to be able to run along the south coast with
Rachel in a few weeks from now, and probably not in Italy either. I might not
even make the 10K in late September, either. We'll have to see. Anyway, I'm on
my second set of exercises, which I do religiously every morning and night. If
nothing else I'm going to have an astonishingly toned bottom and hamstrings.
What's actually more distressing at the moment is that Rachel thinks she might
have an ITB issue with one of her knees. This worries me a lot as at the moment
she doesn't really have another sport to fall back on if she can't run.
Hopefully it'll neither be long term, or problematic while it's affecting her.
In the meantime, at least I can offer commiserations from a deeply empathic and
"I know what you're going through" position.
Right now though I'm off for an evening outing in what looks to be rather nice
weather. Given the sun's come out I might go all the way home and get my
contact lenses in and sunglasses on. We've got a coach tonight, and will be
doing some starts and probably an 850m piece or so. Hopefully he won't
identify too many problems as it's not really like we have much time to make any
major changes before this weekend's regatta...
11/08/2015
[16:50] I'm back, after a long weekend full of happiness and joy. Mainly two of
my good (mostly-)ex rowing friends who tied the knot on Monday. As usual with
weddings (but more so with this one than any others in the last few years) this
one made me think back to my own wedding day in November 2010, and where things
went from there. It was a Humanist ceremony and really quite lovely. If I were
ever to get married again, I think I'd have a similar one. But anyway, that was
Monday. Over the weekend I did two medium-length cycles (one with Rachel), did
a lot of house cleaning and tidying, some washing, washing up, reading, and some
rather poor sleeping. Really, I had a few horrible nights of sleep, and a
headache and a stomach ache for two of them. I did go and see Ant Man on Friday
evening, so that was a fun way to spend a few hours.
Today I had an outing first thing after getting home from the wedding reception
at Mike's pub fairly early in the evening (21:30 or so). It went pretty well
considering we did 8x 500m pieces at 06:30, with everyone feeling pretty rotten,
and me coming off the back of a really weird night's sleep/set of dreams. I've
replaced a hard drive with an (apparently) almost equally-broken one (which I
replace, I hope, tomorrow with another one which is being shipped out), manned
the fort alone as my co-worker left at midday and my team leader's away for two
weeks. This evening I've got another physio session for my achilles, where I
get to tell the physio that I've done the exercises she asked me to do every
morning and evening without fail, but I still don't feel like I'm any closer to
being able to run, and my first race is in six and a half weeks from now (but
I'm hoping to run in Brighton and Italy with Rachel well before then). I guess
we'll see...
07/08/2015
[16:35] We had another outing last night. Weirdly, the more we row together the
less impressive we seem to be doing. Maybe we're all thinking about it too much
now. In any event, the outing was OK and I was able to get home and do most of
the washing up before Rachel arrived. We then had a lovely evening together
with pizza and relaxation, which was exactly what we both needed.
Today I've been upgrading our installation of our network device monitoring
system to the paid up/up-to-date version. It's all quite spangly and awesome,
but I'm having to learn a few new things about it, which is actually really nice
to do on a Friday afternoon. There'll be far more to do and set up next week.
Although I'm not in on Monday as I'll be at a wedding.
This weekend I intend to go to the cinema (probably tonight), clean and tidy the
house quite thoroughly, and mow the lawn. There might also be a cycle with Max
(and Rachel, depending on day and time, although it might end up being two
different ones). For now though, I'm going to leave before my line manager
explodes with rage at the thing he's been asked do to before he leaves for two
weeks of holiday.
06/08/2015
[17:05] It looked like rain last night, so I ended up going to do legs and core
at the boat house instead. It didn't really ended up raining all that much
before the time I would have made it home again anyway, but I think the leg/core
combination did me more good. I'm still doing my physio prescribed exercises
morning and evening, and I'll admit that they seem to be helping (either that or
I'm getting better anyway). I'll continue to do them, probably even after the
physio says all is well again, much as I do with the glute activation exercises
that got rid of the pain in my right glute getting on for a year ago.
Not much else to tell you today. Went to work, did work, finished work for the
day. Now I'm heading to the boat house for a 4+ outing this evening, and the
home to probably find a Rachel waiting for me. Which is the best kind of coming
home.
05/08/2015
[17:10] Nothing much going on today. I had a sort of epiphany last night on the
way home to do with trying to get into better shape in the next few months.
This got me thinking about getting up this morning after last night's ergs and
going for a long cycle before work. Naturally, I didn't. However, I am going
to cycle past the boat house this evening and decide - based on the weather -
either to do another cycle tonight, or go and use the weights and do a core
workout instead. I still can't run at the moment. Or at least, I shouldn't/am
scared to in case my achilles tendinitis flares up again. I've got another
physio appointment next Tuesday evening. But that means I have to find other
things to do than be on my feet... at least for the time being.
I spent a good chunk of the morning getting a UPS network card to a) respond
and, b) recognise the type of UPS it'd been inserted into. In the end I was
successful, which was satisfying, but it shouldn't have taken that long. Other
than that I've been catching up on some very old emails, watching red lights
slowly vanish from our monitoring system (as things start working better), and
generally wishing the day/week was over.
04/08/2015
[17:30] Came home briefly after work last night to say hello to Rachel before
heading out for a 4+ outing. The combination of Sunday's impromtu 26.2 miles
cycle (half of it into a headwind) coupled with last night's 8x 500m sprints
left me feeling pretty tired in the leg department this morning. Happily, the
pull in my back muscle(s) seemed to have died down enough that I could do a full
(now with added rehab exercises for my achilles) morning exercises session.
This made me a little later for work than I'd normally be, but still before
09:00 (just).
Nothing much happening at work today, other than logistics for rowing regattas
and outings, congratulating a very lucky friend who's won a load of running gear
and a personalised training programme, as well as entry into a trail half
marathon in November, too. He's incredibly photogenic, so I'd be surprised if
he doesn't make the front cover of the magazine that was running the
competition. Oh, there was a power cut in town, but there's absolutely nothing
I can do about it, other than wait for my network kit to come back on.
Anyway, time to do some erging, then home to have the leftovers of the delicious
dinner Rachel made us last night.
03/08/2015
[17:05] And now it's August. The year continues to speed by. Good and bad in
different ways, I guess. In my case it's good because it means I'm slowly
getting closer to the time when I can buy a house again after being convinced to
lock my money away after I decided to sell my house (so only 50% of the blame).
Also good because it means I'm getting closer to going on holiday to Italy.
Yay.
I had Friday off, so was able to get up, shave off my beard, and head to Croydon
to see Rachel who arrived home from Kenya and Egypt the previous night. We had
a great day, then a great evening. That's pretty much all I have to say about
that. Saturday was mainly about heading into London to meet up with old
university friends for the afternoon and evening, which was rather lovely.
Rachel even came in to join us in the evening, and a good time was had by all.
Sunday morning saw me traveling home, and Rachel doing a slightly ill-advised
marathon for fun. It turns out that training for a marathon is fairly heavily
advised, even if you're not going to be running anywhere near your best speed.
She still finished the course (because of course she did). Then she came to see
me where I'd been defrosting the freezer, Tesco shopping, cleaning away a few
weeks' worth of clothes from the drying racks, and trying to tidy the house a
little. Oh, and doing a quick marathon distance on the bike in solidarity (far
far easier).
Today started with an air-conditioning panic that turned out not to be anything
of the sort. Then lots of email fettling, appointment scheduling, and
server/workstation updating, then lots of nothing at all. I'm about to head
home to see Rachel for an hour or so, then there's an outing in the 4+ which, it
turns out, doesn't get to row at the regatta this weekend... so we're looking at
entering another one the weekend after instead.
Did I mention that I had some physiotherapy on Thursday evening? Well, I did.
It went pretty well. Discussed my achilles, showed the therapist my shoes, did
some exercises, had a massage and some ultrasound and left with some exercises
to do every morning and evening. Hopefully when I go for my next session in ten
days or so there'll be an improvement. Definitely hopefully as I have some 10K
runs coming up that I'd like to train for at least a little bit beforehand! For
the moment there's cycling, and the rowing.